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[Aug. 5th, 2007|11:45 pm] |
i got to see Behemoth tonight. my life is that much closer to being complete now. what a religious experience... no pun intended ;)
oh yeah, i got to meet Nergal from Behemoth too. eat my turdz |
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[Jul. 24th, 2007|02:19 am] |
druuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
fuck you, and good night |
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[Jul. 6th, 2007|10:26 pm] |
this is to a city i loved just a couple of months ago
to the place i really grew up in
the place i thought everyone stood for something
a place where i could have my friends and meet new ones that were great people as well
i've grown to hate you
i've grown to hate your people
the places
the bullshit
the stress
the lack of dedication
i'm not even sure i want to stay here at all at this point |
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[Jul. 5th, 2007|10:06 pm] |
i think i had completely forgotten about this website. i guess that's for good reason because just reading two posts of your's and i'm kinda bummed. i miss you, not even gonna pretend. but things got way too heavy way to fast for me. im sorry that's all i can say. everyday i just hope that i won't get a pissed off text from you. even if i played them off like i didn't care it did/does hurt.
Ivory Sea is breaking up. I hate that so much. I've put more work into this band than any so far... and yet again i fail. seems like a repeating theme in my life.
the ONLY good thing that is coming of ivory sea's demise is that i have 99% chance of making it into burial within, which means i would get to play badass metal and tour. what i've wanted to do with my life for years. i hope i can make it in.
if the burial within thing doesn't work out i am pretty positive i'm gonna pack it up and head to st. louis. i had this idea a week or so ago but being there this week made me want to stay there so bad.
i'm not gonna post anything about girls because i don't want to feel like i'm rubbing it in your face. not that there's anything to tell really but that's beside the point.
anyway i'm gonna keep up with lj a little bit more but i have the feeling that it's just gonna make me angry. |
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[Dec. 29th, 2006|01:06 pm] |
im so high, and i havent smoked in 4 days. i love you.
if you are reading this you had best be at the rally point next friday january 4th. ivory sea debut show. be there. |
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[Dec. 12th, 2006|09:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | doesnt matter | ] |
| [ | music |
| | shadow's fall - the art of balance | ] |
im having a very difficult time lately decifering what is real and what isnt. i feel like im on autopilot. like i dont have a purpose. like i do the same things every week. its all the same routine. not only is that a problem. i dont know if ive ever wanted someone more or less. i cant decide if i really really want to be with someone or if its just a waste of time. in the past, theyve all felt like a waste of time, and ended up being such. the only thing i know how to do to break away from work and such is to drink and get high... seems like thats the only recreation i have lately. i also think im getting sick..... bummer |
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[Dec. 6th, 2006|09:08 pm] |
"nothing lasts forever, but what makes love the exception?" ---- damn outkast nailed that one
fuck you
fuck you
fuck you
fuck you
fuck you
fuck you
fuck you
fuck you
tonights goal: get as fucked up as possible
week's goal: survive till saturday |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2006|09:54 pm] |
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this weekend is badass, im stoned as shit. me and z are writing lyrics for ivory sea. at all cost will be at my house tomorrow. and sunday rem nev is playing and the warriors will be at my house..... this shit is tight. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed. |
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[Sep. 25th, 2006|12:41 pm] |
im not a different person.
im still the same me.
a little calmer.
trying to grow up isnt easy at all.
there's too much pressure.
i guess change isnt expected by everyone.
life goes on.
im not really ok... but i will be. |
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[Aug. 14th, 2006|11:43 pm] |
yeah so life rules...
SIKE |
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[Jul. 10th, 2006|01:50 am] |
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dude fuck you. you write a god damn song. im fucking sick of being the only person that works in this band. if you dont like my songs then write something better you lazy pieces of shit. im the only one that practices regularly and actually tries to improve or write anything at all. suck a fat fucking dick. |
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[Jun. 13th, 2006|09:25 pm] |
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i just dont know anymore |
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[Jun. 3rd, 2006|11:31 am] |
| [ | music |
| | serapis- a 21 gun salute | ] |
the last two days have been two of the worst of my life
but the nights fucking ruled
thank you to the people that helped make that happen
even if all my friends have turned into drug addicted lushes...
the few that remain close get closer everyday
dont fuck with my life
practice when everyone wakes up
SERAPIS TONIGHT AT SPOM |
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[May. 5th, 2006|09:39 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the acacia strain WHOA SHUT IT DOWN! | ] |
i have the best girlfriend on earth
i just got a brand new, bad ass guitar
rugby game tomorrow
practice tomorrow
our new singer is fucking retarded (in the best way possible)
last week of school
THE MOTHERFUCKING ACACIA STRAIN ON FRIDAY!
possible nashville action on saturday
then im done with high school
needless to say LIFE IS BAD ASS RIGHT NOW
whoooohoooo |
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[Mar. 23rd, 2006|11:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | dh,alol,tac,dtf,h | ] |
dude tomorrow robby, rob and myself will take our long awaited roadtrip to st. louis.... for
DARKEST FUCKING HOUR
THE MOTHERFUCKING ACACIA STRAIN
A LIFE ONCE FUCKING LOST
DEAD TO FUCKING FALL
AND HIMSA
no one has any idea how much my balls are going to explode tomorrow night...
i wish only one more person was going with us and she knows who she is...
and i am definitely repping the serapis shirt tomorrow... MEMPHIS DESTROYS STL!!! |
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[Mar. 16th, 2006|08:35 pm] |
man... i love this girl.
man... i love my band. |
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[Mar. 9th, 2006|08:49 pm] |
wow what a roller coaster of a day... i did not expect that to hurt like it did. i think i let too much get to me
i love YOU... she has yet to fail to make me happy in any situation, an area where others have failed. i miss her alot.
when i think about you, nothign hurts that has never happened before.
alot of people that i look up to made me happy tonight. it made all the bullshit worth it.
oh yeah and i love YOU |
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[Mar. 1st, 2006|04:59 pm] |
when did all my friends become lushes/druggies... its quite depressing how no one stays the way they say they are. oh well.
i hate this college shit... i miss the days when life was simple.
a friend of mine has suddenly become more... its exciting, and im very happy about it. she's sooooo cute.
fuck homework and cleaning. im not martha stewart. |
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[Feb. 28th, 2006|07:35 pm] |
you!
this feeling owns.
saturday is gonna rule
nobody thinks we are that good of a band... its gonna be a while... but they'll see.
the serapis cd owns! wow this shit is sooo fucking good.
once again,YOU, are on my mind... not like thats changed the past few days... but i like it... alot.
night. |
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[Feb. 2nd, 2006|08:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | fucking tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | through the eyes of the dead | ] |
so yeah. im crazy about this girl. strange at first but no one is perfect. one of the rare few that accept me for me and that has the exact same beliefs. it helps that she is adorable.
im not sure where its headed.
i hope its far away though.
i hate not knowing everything.
i just hope this turns out well... im sick of getting fucked over.
tomorrow its a movie date! definitely going to be fun.
wtwm is working on new shit for the red chord show on the 10th
its crazier faster more emotional and.... heavier... sweet, i love dick.
oh yeah. katie says im cute.... sike. |
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